这个世界没有了你就像没有了太阳,你让我的生命有了曙光，你让我的生命有了温暖,有了安全感。你在我的生命里是最重要了，不能失去你了。我们在一起1个礼拜了每一分每一秒都不可以没有和你说话。你也很爱我让我感受到你的爱, 我那天还怀疑你不是对我真心的，真的很不应该，对不起。。每天听到你的声音看到你是平平安安的我就很放心了，你就在我心里住下了。。我的心容不下你给我满满的爱啊!! 太多爱了!  真的谢谢你,我爱你。

Well decided to blog before I go to sleep... just hang up the phone after talking to baby..been with baby almost a week already. Baby had been giving me 无限的爱,never a day I will have to wait and wait for BB's msg. Other then yesterday because baby need company family. But I still receive text from baby. My life was once colorless, but after you came into my life , my life was full of colour from then on... never fail to put a great smile on my face.. I'm blessed to have Ur love.. my love for you is nothing compared to the love you gave to me... because is so much more love then the love I gave out to you.. with you in my life I have been smiling from the moment I wake up, sometimes I think I even smile when I'm sleeping.. because you gave me more then I expected.. you cared for me and I'm so glad to have you in my life without you I'm nothing.. thanks baby for 忍受 my unreasonable. Thanks baby for understanding how much I love you. And thanks baby knowing how much I need you in my life! You are my everything.. you are my life. I love you for who you are.. I love you for who you are going to be in future.no matter what happen I will be the roof that will shelter you from sun, the umbrella that will shelter you from the rain, be the plaster when you are hurt... I may not be with you all the time but the trust for you is 100%real.. 谢谢宝贝给与我无限的宠爱，无限的疼爱，无限的关心,没有你我什么都不是，有了你我的生命多了很多美好的事情美好的快乐。。我爱你宝贝!

I back to blog... with a heart full of love! Never a time my love for someone felt so so so strong... what's wrong with me.. never once I had someone caring for me in such a way.. never a times someone can actually text me every minute every sec... I didn't knew I worth this type of love till you came into my life..you gave me a great amount of love I didn't expect you gave me a feeling I never felt before.. you are starting to stay in that important place in my heart... knowing I have problem with everything in my family you still willing to actually accept the fact that I may not be able to give you that happiness you wish to have..
I'm someone that has so low confident in myself that I even didn't dare to talk loudly with someone I don't know.. I'm someone that never had once believe someone will give me all the love I wanted but you did. Now we are together I'm starting to think about what will happen one day if you starts to get sick and tired of me and starts to feel that I'm annoying freak.. and would get rid of me in Ur life..I wouldn't want that day to come.I don't wan to let go. I know I'm being so silly to even start thinking of such things because I don't think I would have the will and power to stand up right from another fall like this.. I would totally break down.. I know I am weak.. I know I'm useless but this is just something I hate to face and tired to face it anymore. I really wish you would be the last that I would hold hands with and the last I wanna spend my last day with... I'm sure you are the one that I would be granting my wish... and that is watching the sunrise and sunset together with the one I love and that is you.. going to holiday together.. you are going to be the one I wanna take care of for the rest of my life. The one that I would risk my life just for you.. because you are my everything... I would comb Ur hair for you everyday.  I would remind you to have Ur meal and drink everyday. I would scrub Ur back for you, massage you when you are tired. I would take care of you when you are old.. even giving you my life... I am willing to do anything as log as you are with me.. you are going to love me like how I love you... I love you and will always be that great amount of love. :)

My feelings now is really making me going crazy.I don't even know why am I feeling this way.seriously don't know should I cry or should I laugh. I wonder why everyone is living happily ever after like the prince and princess but I'm ending up like the bad guys like always suffer in the end.I really don understand why, and really don't know what I should do! Can someone tel me what to do? I'm lost in a 4way path and didn't know which way to go to.I really need someone to guild me along.hai........

I will be back soon people!

Yeah back to blog with Samsung galaxy s3 I can start blogging for long time already
Been addicted to running man recently HAHA rocks!!!